燥！

近來發現自已很燥，今天早上老闆彈回我昨天給他的Status．問了我幾個問題，我不高興，決定不理他．但心裡不高興，一直沒法專心做事．下午在想，為什麼發脾氣呢？他都是要交代他的老闆，再交代他老闆的老闆．我放棄升職加薪，但是不能要他也不升職加薪．心情平復一點，老闆又留我一個電話口訊問Status，又有其他事與他相量，我終於還他一個口訊．開始有心情做事．為什麼要發脾氣？為什麼要反叛？我也不知道．浪費了半天．結果都是一樣．這個四旬期，真是要好好的學習控制脾氣．昨日的黑薄仔說到耶穌每天也替我們祈禱，我感謝主為我祈禱，若果沒有，全世界也沒有人和我做朋友了！！！

另外一件事，我在製作影碟，發現自已時常詞不達意，我是否有溝通的問題？不能溝通，就被人以為沒智慧．沒智慧就被別人看不起，求主賜我忍耐不屈的心，學好溝通．榮神益人．

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Father God, thank you for your blessings this week. I have found my incompatance. Please help me to be a better person, love the people around me as you commanded us. Please also help me to do the best I can every day. I have been having some pressures at work and at home recently, help me cope with it. I know You are help me to deal with my problems everyday. Help me to trust You. I have a few friends also with a lot of pressure, please also guide them. Please also guide my friend that is going back to Hong Kong to look for new opportunities. You are the light in the darkness. Show her the way. I have a friend that got lay off again, may Your blessing be abundent so that they could stay focus on what You have planned for them. For those who are going to school, help them to get where You want them to serve You. I asked this through Christ our Lord. Amen.

Draw me close to You
Never let me go
I lay it all down again
To hear You say that I'm Your Friend

You are my desire
No one else will do
Nothing else can take Your place
To feel the warm of Your embrace

Help me find the way
To bring me back to You

You're all I want
You're all I ever needed
You're all I want
Help me know You are near

God Bless, Good Night, JC