我要好的朋友走了，再過幾個月另外一個很要好的朋友也會走，回流，她說父母年紀大，放心不下。想起朋友一個一個走，感到有點兒無耐。心想自己為什麼燥，除 了睡眠不足外，這也可能有點兒關係。很多時候，朋友認識久了，難免覺得大家不會分離，當要分離時，除了無耐之外，安全感也失去了，覺得自己所有身邊的人都 很 快離開自己。被人遺棄。怕的時候，所有不開心的情悴都發了出來。很容易發脾氣，別人就感到我很燥。
只有基督，不離不棄，只有信靠祂，才能尋回安全感。只要有祂在，沒有什麼可以怕的。主基督，求你教我信靠你，教我收收我的脾氣，我知我也沒耐性，得罪了朋友，教我做一個好的基督徒，能夠榮燿你。一個可倚靠的朋友。一個肯聆聽的朋友。主，求你改變我。
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仁 慈的聖父，亞爸，感謝你，我失了去優山美地看雪的機會，但你是信實的，把雪帶到灣區。感謝主！感謝你一直的看顧，行得，企得，吃得，睡得。求你降福我回 流的兩個朋友，使他們完成想辦的事。帶領他們走你安排的道路。保護在旅行中或快要旅行的朋友，使他們安全，平安。近來不開心的，你給他們安慰！缺乏什麼 的，你都能補充需要。失去工作的，給他一份更好的差事。願我們都信靠主，倚賴他的安排，帶領，他會掉下九十九隻沒迷失的羊，去領回迷失的那隻。我們要認得 主的聲音，免得永遠迷失。以上所求是靠基督之名，亞孟！
星期四, 3月 09, 2006
燥！
近來發現自已很燥，今天早上老闆彈回我昨天給他的Status．問了我幾個問題，我不高興，決定不理他．但心裡不高興，一直沒法專心做事．下午在想，為什麼發脾氣呢？他都是要交代他的老闆，再交代他老闆的老闆．我放棄升職加薪，但是不能要他也不升職加薪．心情平復一點，老闆又留我一個電話口訊問Status，又有其他事與他相量，我終於還他一個口訊．開始有心情做事．為什麼要發脾氣？為什麼要反叛？我也不知道．浪費了半天．結果都是一樣．這個四旬期，真是要好好的學習控制脾氣．昨日的黑薄仔說到耶穌每天也替我們祈禱，我感謝主為我祈禱，若果沒有，全世界也沒有人和我做朋友了！！！
另外一件事，我在製作影碟，發現自已時常詞不達意，我是否有溝通的問題？不能溝通，就被人以為沒智慧．沒智慧就被別人看不起，求主賜我忍耐不屈的心，學好溝通．榮神益人．
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Father God, thank you for your blessings this week. I have found my incompatance. Please help me to be a better person, love the people around me as you commanded us. Please also help me to do the best I can every day. I have been having some pressures at work and at home recently, help me cope with it. I know You are help me to deal with my problems everyday. Help me to trust You. I have a few friends also with a lot of pressure, please also guide them. Please also guide my friend that is going back to Hong Kong to look for new opportunities. You are the light in the darkness. Show her the way. I have a friend that got lay off again, may Your blessing be abundent so that they could stay focus on what You have planned for them. For those who are going to school, help them to get where You want them to serve You. I asked this through Christ our Lord. Amen.
Draw me close to You
Never let me go
I lay it all down again
To hear You say that I'm Your Friend
You are my desire
No one else will do
Nothing else can take Your place
To feel the warm of Your embrace
Help me find the way
To bring me back to You
You're all I want
You're all I ever needed
You're all I want
Help me know You are near
God Bless, Good Night, JC
另外一件事，我在製作影碟，發現自已時常詞不達意，我是否有溝通的問題？不能溝通，就被人以為沒智慧．沒智慧就被別人看不起，求主賜我忍耐不屈的心，學好溝通．榮神益人．
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Father God, thank you for your blessings this week. I have found my incompatance. Please help me to be a better person, love the people around me as you commanded us. Please also help me to do the best I can every day. I have been having some pressures at work and at home recently, help me cope with it. I know You are help me to deal with my problems everyday. Help me to trust You. I have a few friends also with a lot of pressure, please also guide them. Please also guide my friend that is going back to Hong Kong to look for new opportunities. You are the light in the darkness. Show her the way. I have a friend that got lay off again, may Your blessing be abundent so that they could stay focus on what You have planned for them. For those who are going to school, help them to get where You want them to serve You. I asked this through Christ our Lord. Amen.
Draw me close to You
Never let me go
I lay it all down again
To hear You say that I'm Your Friend
You are my desire
No one else will do
Nothing else can take Your place
To feel the warm of Your embrace
Help me find the way
To bring me back to You
You're all I want
You're all I ever needed
You're all I want
Help me know You are near
God Bless, Good Night, JC
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